spiRIT where did you go??

spirit...why i didnt find you this year..
i feel so heartless without you..
why??
why did you go away from me..
and left me behind like this..
i want you with me back..
like the want that i have when i was in form 3..
please come back with me..
be my friend..and push me uphill..towards success..
just me and you...
don't leave me behind helpless without u..
don't leave me behind crying over my failure..
please..i begging you..
XOXO the end...feeling so heartless..

tahun penuh dugaan..

tahun ni aq rase aq bnyak sangat di duga..

tak tau kenape..

tapi aq rase Allah nak bagi something untuk aq..

Allah nak uji sama ade aq mampu atau tidak menghadapi ujian daripada nye.

aq diuji dalam pelajaran aq ...

aq menangis sebab aq sendiri yg bodoh..

can't you all imagine..

being the lowest in the class for only a test for two chapter ..

aq rase aq faham..tapi kenape aq tak boleh buat???

kenape orang lain boleh..dan aq still lagi mencari-carinye..

i think i have put enough effort on it..but why i can't achieve success?

dan aq dimarahi oleh cikgu hanya sebab aq tak wat keje yang sepatutnya tak ade dalam jadual..

is that fair to me..

teacher blame me bcoz of i didn't do my work..

and i cry infront of others because of it..

i cry like a kid searching for his mother..

but i think that is the start towards my success..

i think i should get up and start it right now..

no way to turn back..

aq akan pastikan subjek tu dan subjek -subjek yang lain tidak ade yang fail dalam ujian 1 dan seterusnye.

and make the teachers proud of me..

baru gempak skit sbb boleh wat lonjakkan paradigma..

for my parents.. 

i hope both of you can still supporting me and pray for my success..

aminnnnn ya ALLAH

aminnnn Ya Rahman...

aminnn Ya Rahim..

2013..here I COme..XD

2013 has come..

and 2012 has become history..

rumah pon dah kata pergi..

dan sekolah dah kat mari..

hahahahhahXD

ok lah aq rase ni mungkin last post untuk tahun ini

sebab tahun ni Aq SPM..

hahahahah

tak sangka..

the time run so fast without menoleh ke belakang 

meninggalkan saya yang terkedek-kedek 

hahahahah

and i can't wait anymore to go to reach bulan 6

coz i will retired..

coz i can't afford to be pengawas anymore..

but i will try to do my job very best for this year..

so there will be no more complain..

hahahahaha

oklah rasenya dah kot

ini saje wat kali ini coz..

mahu bersiap untuk

Kembali Ke Sekolah..!!!

hahahahXD

yang tak balik sekolah have fun..

yang balik sekolah pon have fun gak..

full your life with exprience and memory

so you can keep it for your own journey..

till we met again bye..XD

sayonara

안녕 (anyeong)

ok bye..assalamualaikum.XD

PutriDinahZul..XD

to: Putri Dinah Zul

Actually i'm very concern about that kdrama.. I want to finish it.. but the website that you give to me is just same like others.. so slow.. and i not afford to wait for it.. so i feel so sad...:'( but any way ..

i will wait for you to tell about the kdrama,...hahahahahXD...btw thanks for the title of the post..hahahahahXD...

FiNAl YeAR!!!!

tak pernah sangka yg aq akan melalui final year of being student...
lepas ni kite tak dipanggil sebgai pelajar lagi tapi sebagai MAHASISWA...

tak sangka aq dah F5 thun dpan..
tak sngka yg aq still duduk kt SBPi Gombak ..
coz sejak F1 lg aq rase macam nk keluar dari sekolah..
anyway now it's totally different..

I feel sad to leave my friend..
that has be with through out my journey..
And my feeling is mixed well..
sad to leave my friend..
lazy to become a F5 student..
happy to leave that school..hahahaghahha
just kidding..
anyway i just not ready for it..

Perfect...XD

Kita tak perlu pon jadi perfect
Coz nobody perfect..
So enjoy your world..
And you will accept your weaknesses..
XDXDXD

ISLAM....??

Bismillahirahmanirahim..
hmmmm aq rase dh lame gk aq tak menulis..
dan aq terfikir untuk menulis pasal tajuk di atas..
sebab aq selalu terfikir....
Kat dalam dunia ni bnyak org Islam..
dikatakan ramai org yng telah memeluk Islam dan pertumbuhan ini
dikatakan pertumbuhannya sebnyak 2.9% dan pertumbuhan ini lebih bnyk
drpd pertumbuhan manusia diseluruh dunia..
TPkan.....
I wonder why is world is not peace...

Coz i think Islam teach us to be peace but
kite tgok sendiri senario dunia masa kini..
Kat negara islam sendiri bnyk terjadinye rusuhan
bnyak terjadinye pemberontakan..
pengeboman dan macam-macam lagi..
Ape semua ni...??
Patutlah org kafir senang-senang je tuduh org Islam ni terrorist..
wlpn memang itu semua tak btul ...
sbb mereka mungkin melihat kepada situasi  yg berlaku kini..

So why not kita hentikan je semua ni??
Live in peace without war??
Sebab dh ramai innocent people yg terbunuh disebabkan perperangan ini..
tak takut ke kalo org yg tak bersalah ni akan mencari kite di padang mahsyar atas ape yg kite buat??
So why not kite semua berpegang kukuh dgn Al-Quran dan As-sunnah..
dan dunia akan kembali aman as it should be.. XD